Sometimes,
when it rains on your parade…or your party…or your wedding…OR your computer…all
you can do is splash in the puddles.
Or add to
that puddle with your own tears as I have the past couple of days.
I learned
this truth recently when I lost a HUGE file I’d been working on for the past
month or so. I’d put countless hours into it, finished everything down to the last detail and was ready to
print.
But in an
instant…gone! Lost! Tossed to oblivion
never to be found again!
I’m trying very
hard to see the blessing in my situation. I’m trying to read into some sort of
lesson in all of this. But I suppose it doesn’t really matter whether I
understand it or not. God doesn’t owe me an explanation – I simply owe HIM
my trust and my thanks…and start over, however painful and laborious that
may be.
For some
reason, this scenario reminds me of growing up with horses. Out of our five,
one was a stubborn little pony - very headstrong and didn’t like to be ridden. She’d
bloat up when I saddled her and tightened the cinch only to pick some random
spot in the pasture to buckle her legs and roll over with me still in the
saddle! More than once I had to bail off to avoid being crushed. But I learned
early on that each time, it was
necessary to take charge, to pull her back up on all fours, get back up in that saddle and
start over until she did it right.
That whole
scene happened THEN so I could draw from it NOW. That’s how God works.
Sometimes, I
can get so involved in something that I overlook God’s bigger picture. Do you
ever do that?
I believe there’s
something to be gleaned from every situation, including this one. That certain “Aha!” moment when
God’s hand becomes visible in the middle of our groaning and we realize why it
had to come to pass. Why ALL that work was necessary only to be repeated for a
bigger purpose.
Sometimes
it’s like God says “Nope. You didn’t quite get all I wanted you to out of that
experience. It’s time to go back to the drawing board and start over – trust me."
And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose. (Romans 8:28)
In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths. (Proverbs 3:6)
Be Blessed
today and Everyday,
Debbie

